After the turning point, I had 59 days of continuous clarity… one day short of getting my 60-day chip from AA… until I took a break over New Year’s. And then I had another six weeks (plus a day) of clarity before taking another break over Valentine’s weekend. But then I took another break for no good reason just ten days ago, after only 18 days of clarity. Do you see a pattern? The periods of clarity are getting shorter and shorter. I’ve seen this before… and it leads back to continuous drinking, with clarity only a distant memory. But I love clarity so much!
